shaashaaa

hehes.

went to huaa's hse wid kenn n alex furr public spkg. as usual, we ended up not doing anythingg. watched scary movie 3. all of us were lying on dhe bed watching. so damn COLD. dhen we went to eat and dhen went out and watched HITCH! sweet and funnie lorhs. alex got blocked by dhat woman/man (sorry lahs) infront dhen he moved to the back. hehs. dhen go backk n wait fur mum. brot me out fur dinner dhen went to airport and kiakia. ohya. sh made me write this notebook tingie. howw to write. so paiseh, write all my innermost feelings. poo. she knoes wht i tinking abt liao ler. anw, i feel so stupid and inferior when my parents keep saying dhat my results are not GOOD ENOUGH for them. its the best i tried for this FIRST exam. im trying as hard as i can already. i knoe dhis is a verh important year. i relle kno dhat. dhey keep saeing to concentrate and not be distracted.

ii am SO distracted by smth. totally distracted. i just CANNOT take my mind off it.. ii relle cant, wht can yu do abt it? brainwash me?i cant seem to put my heart in whatever things i do if i cant jus see ...... once. i jus need a glance. needn't be right beside me for lk 24/7 but jus let me have a glance, ill be contented. i oni need to kno dhat there wuldnt be anyone else taking a place in yur heart. i jus want to be able to think, talk and have fun with yu around. thats all i really ever need.

what i need is happiness